I strive for this verse:

"Her children arise and call her blessed; her husband also, and he praises her: "Many women do noble things, but you surpass them all." Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting; but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised." Proverbs 31:28-30

Sunday, August 22, 2010

Pikes Peak Marathon

So today I ran Pikes Peak Marathon. This is not like any other marathon and is even dubbed "America's Ultimate Marathon". I'm not sure where to begin. First off ....Elevation gain (start to summit) is 7,815' (2,382 meters); the start is at 6,300' (1,920m) and the summit is 14,115' (4,302m). The Ascent finish/Marathon turnaround is at approximately 14,050'. The Ascent (and ascent leg of the Marathon) has very few stretches which are not going uphill with the average percent grade being 11%. So basically you run up the mountain for half of the race then you turn around and run back down. For those who are not used to running on trails...you would think that running back down would be easy, yet I say it is much harder on your legs and not easy at all. So I started off feeling just fine. I felt strong running up and passed quite a few people going up with one guy telling another "grab onto that girls pig tails so she can pull you up!" I was running, they were hiking at that point.

So from the bottom to Barr Camp (about halfway point of the ascent), I'm familiar with and it is very steep but not too many big rocks. However, after leaving Barr Camp, there were huge rocks in the way everywhere. So I would get going running then have to stop to climb over these rocks. It seemed to me like there were so many of them. I was on target to summiting at the halfway point in 3 hrs 30 min until the last 2 miles. The last 2-3 miles are above treeline, meaning trees do not grow anymore because there isn't enough oxygen. So what does that tell you when you are running? Yeah, it is hard to run and breath, that pretty much sums it up. I actually tried running in many spots but it was a single track and very hard to pass. Also these last 2 miles, the fastest guys were already coming down so they had the right away meaning, those going up had to move to the side and let them pass. So a single track, people running up, people running down = very congested and a slow pace. This slowed me down a lot. I finally made it to the top in 3 hrs and 43 min! At that point I was the 18th female to the top! So I turned around and started running back down....

Running down was the booger of it all! I didn't mind running up, but running down was just treacherous. All those rocks I climbed over, well I now had to jump over and be careful not to slip on the other rocks and loose gravel. The shade also made for bad lighting so you could not see a lot of the rocks that were reaching out to try to make you trip. I had almost tripped over a dozen times. Anyhow, I felt great, my pelvis amazingly didn't hurt and it was at mile 18-19 that my body started hurting and was just plain exhausted. I have not had great training as I had a hard time finding childcare to complete long runs. I also had pain in my pelvis too. So I expected to hurt because the mileage was not prepared for. Also my legs ached because of the pounding on the way down. The last mile is back on pavement on a street and after running 25 miles on soft trail, hitting the pavement in trail running shoes was very unpleasant to my already beaten up body. This was also the point where people were standing as spectators and cheering you on. I started crying this last half mile for 2 reason. One was because I was excited to be done and two was because my body hurt and I was exhausted and wanted to walk yet refused to do so when people were watching! I finally crossed the finish line in 6 hrs 7 min (2 hr 23 min decent time). I started falling into the volunteers and was having a hard time breathing. They sat me down, feed and watered me. After resting for 10 min, I got back up and was still unbalanced and running into people. that was crazy. I took 2nd place in my age group and finished 28th female overall. This was by far the hardest physical feat I've accomplished. It was brutal, it was treacherous, it was awesome. I plan to run it again!

Things I learned:

1. I have never cramped in my legs or feet before while running. It may have been due to a lack of oxygen towards the top.

2. After delivering 4 kids naturally, my bladder just can't withstand the pounding of running downhill. Yes it is gross, yes I was wet, but I just didn't care.

3. I still hate gels, they are gross. I do like the athlete jelly beans made for endurance races. They tasted great, were easy to swallow, and could last awhile.

4. Drinking a lot of Gatorade and racing gives me the cramps and runs after the race.

5. Downhill trail running will kill the knees. Be prepared to not be able to walk up and down the stairs without pain and holding onto the walls.

6. Climbing is my strength and I still hate running downhill. It scares me.

7. Do not underestimate the mountain.

8. Proper training leads to a great finish and less pain. Maybe next time I can get that training in!

9. I love true trail running/racing. It is a great time to thank God for such awesome creation.

10. I will not look at road races as fun anymore. After this race, they will seem boring and mundane.


I'm exhausted and my knees are hurting pretty bad. I am going to bed now. I had a satisfactory race. I enjoyed the challenge both physical and mental!




My award.....2nd place women's age division 30-34 yrs







Monday, July 26, 2010

Judah 5 months old

Well my little Judah is 5 months old now and eating some solids. So far he has had infant cereal, bananas, blueberries, and green beans that I pureed. He just loves his food! It is so funny because he sucks on his fingers in between every bite :) I also forgot how solid foods changes a baby's diapers...yuck! Here he is enjoying some blueberries :)






Coming Home ---Frank's Poem

My husband doesn't think he is a poet but he is :) He wrote this poem to me a few weeks ago during this second deployment, another separation that we have to endure. I just love him so much! I feel so very special when my man writes me poetry because of his love for me!!

Coming Home

When I came home, she was standing there
her big brown eyes and long flowing hair
blowing in the breeze

It was just the way I remember, the day I left
I strained to ingrain the image and protect it in the cleft-
just inside my heart

All the long days and really long nights
slaving and straining to do eveyrthing just right
to win an impossible war

The oppressive heat, malaria, or rockets from above
could not impede me from getting to the one I love
the one who runs through my mind

Daydreams of time spent enjoying the energy of youth
are all that it takes to give the depths of our love it's proof
a truth without equal

As the time wears on with the endless tick of the clock
the mind wanders, spirit wearies, hope runs a muck
like a bad Vangogh painting

I strain to remember the image ingrained that day
of a beauty so sweet, and innocent, a fair true lady
of which there is no compare

I suddenly see her standing there!
With her big brown eyes and long flowing hair
blowing in the breeze

My soul is at rest, my dreams made complete
when finally I am home to my lover so sweet
my final coming home.

Thursday, July 15, 2010

10 yr Anniversary!

So today is Frank and my 10 year anniversary! I'm so excited to be hitting the double digits in marital life :) I truly am very blessed to have such a loving, wonderful husband with whom I love with all my heart! Since Frank is currently in Afghanistan, we won't be able to celebrate together this year. I really miss him.

So here is my top 10 list to "celebrate" my 10 yr anniversary:

Top 10 Amazing Things since I've been married:

1. Josiah Brent was born November 19, 2001.

2. Malachi Jacob was born Septemeber 26, 2003.

3. Aliyah Deborah was born March 22, 2006

4. Judah Gabriel was born February 11, 2010.

5. Frank and I were able to hike to the top of Pikes Peak 3 years ago. The weather almost caused us to turn around but we pushed through and it was a wonderful experience.

6. We are currently living in our 4th state since we got married and only one of the moves was military related. It has been a fun experience and blessing to get to know different people in every area we lived. As for geographically, Colorado is my favorite state so far.

7. In our 10 yrs of marriage we have spent over 2 1/2 years not living together, all of which have happened in the past 4 1/2 yrs. We don't like the separation but God has used it to teach us, and strengthen our marriage. At this moment, we have the strongest bond/connection in our marriage than ever before. Even with the separation, my husband knows how to make me feel special and loved :) We have learned that communication is a major key to a successful marriage, especially when you have a physical separation.

8. After all these years, I can now cook! Early on in our marriage I made hamburger helper often and just didn't know where to begin with cooking. Frank is still the better cook, but I have learned much from him and have learned how to make yummy foods homemade ;)

9. We lived and worked together in which we spent 24/7 together, literally for nearly 2 years while working in a group home and then went 2 1/2 yrs not living together. That was interesting. So you know we are on the our way to even greater years of marriage when we know we can handle spending every ounce of our time together (literally 24/7) to spending no time together for long periods and yet are still happily married :)

10. Frank is not the man I married. I married a young boy, I now have a grown man who has changed so much for the better. I love him more today than I did 10 years ago. It has been a wonderful journey so far and I look forward to the rest of my life with this man.

Now onto my top 10 reasons/things I love about my husband:

1. He is a wonderful dad!
I love how he plays with the kids. I love to watch him wrestle with them, causing much laughter in the house. He really is the best daddy and loved very much by the kids!

2. He is a talented cook!
I love that my husband can have a meal in a restaurant and then come home and make it even more tastier! He really is a talented cook...or should I say chef :) He really does have a natural gift of cooking and I'm so happy! Thanks to running, I'm not overweight from all of his delish meals :)

3. He is a great provider!
I love that my husband will do anything to make sure that the kids and I are taken care of. He will work any job, no matter how miserable he may be to make it work financially. I am secure in knowing my husband will always provide for us.

4. He is a playful companion!
I love how my husband will play around with me, tickling me and teasing me. He has a habit of trapping me under the covers and holding me down while tickling me. It is fun to have a playful husband!

5. He is not selfish!
I love how my husband will always put the family before himself. He is not a selfish person at all. He sacrifices his own desires for the betterment of the famliy and to make good memories with the kids.

6. He loves me!
I love how my husband loves me. He truly loves me more than I ever thought anyone could love me. He loves me unconditionally. He would do anything for me and always desires to make me happy. I am happy!

7. He is active!
I love that my husband enjoys being active and doing things. He runs and enjoys moving his body rather than sitting in front of the tv or video games. I enjoy running with him (when we have childcare). I hope to complete some adventure races with him in the next 10 years of marriage.

8. He loves the outdoors!
I love that my husband prefers hiking, backpacking, and camping next to anything else because I, too, prefer those things. We have made some great memories so far with the kids hiking and camping. I love the outdoors, the simplicity of nature, reveling in God's creation....all while being with my husband and kids. It is the life!

9. He is a poet!
I love that my husband will write poetry to me to share the depths of his love for me. Honestly he has written me 2 poems, one while deployed to Iraq and one while deployed this time to Afghanistan. It makes me feel so special, so loved. He also is good at it! I look forward to more wonderful poetry from my husband!

10. He is my best friend!
I love that my husband is truly my best friend, my confident. I can tell him anything without fear, I do tell him everything. I trust him. I am truly happy when I am with him and the kids. Not that I don't love my extended family or friends but I would be happy living in the woods with just my best friend and children and never seeing anyone again. It is because I am content and fulfilled with my husband and children alone. I don't feel like I am missing something when I have my husband with me.

So with that, I am happy to have spent the past 10 years married to my best friend, confident, lover, and look forward to the next 50+ years together if God allows it here on earth. Thank you God for Frank, for bringing him into my life, thank you for our marriage. It has has some bumps over the years for sure but we have learned much and have grown in many ways and are so much in love! I love you Franklin Brent Carr!!!!

Friday, July 2, 2010

Out of the garden...

Here is an onion out of our garden.We cut it up and put it into our fish tacos tonight. So yummy!! I love fresh veggies from our garden!

Dog tags

So I had some pictures of the kids and their daddy turned into "dog tags" for them. They now have their daddy around with them and they can look at him anytime they want :) They loved them!

Honey Wheat Bagels

So homemade bagels is simple to make but does take some time. You actually have to go through a process of broiling, boiling, and baking them for a final yummy product. Surely it is much cheaper to make your own than buying some in the store. I used freshly ground wheat flour for these :)

Josiah enjoyed shaping the bagels.


The final product!And spread with some homemade peanut butter and enjoy!!!